i

am sorta sick of surface conversations

swimming in shallow water folks
s w i m m i n g in shallow water


its okay its only week 4
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my roommate is currently attempting to fix the blinds. and rather failing miserably.


haha.
the other day we had a real conversation about the pressure of parents. although im lucky that my parents never really pushed me to do anything. i just sorta pushed myself. she noted that she's a relaxed kind of person who loves the simple life. and business/finance/econ does not give that to her. she doesn't quiet enjoy it.


i tried telling her that she doesn't need to do it. but that is simply said then done. but that she can always do something later. that just because your doing this now doesn't mean you will be doing this down the line.


life is fluid always
and you make what you want of it

now this is something i must keep in mind for myself.


deep conversation #2 or 3


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my heart tugs a bit
i try to not let it tug me

and so far i think im winning this

tug of war