recap

this.

streets roads blurriness continuous headaches stomachaches -----aches stop go bus shopping zara money homework essays people talk gossip circle bubble smiling laughing finding it wandering not enough same thing going away being away music coldness homework studying stressing not sleeping sleeping jackets fucked wind cool air no appointments planning Halloween lkf october things done things finish almost done annoyance ignorance ignoring enjoyance bandanna purple hair room forgetting floormates thinking slow routine scarves scarves scarves caring not caring




change?


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tiny vessels.

"didn't mean a thing to me..."

you know it when
emptiness creeps below
seeping into the crevices
of cracked memories and lost laughter.

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on a lighter note, my roomie back home is comin.
i miss her
i miss berkeley
i miss you all

i hate the notion of repetition.
stability feels funky when its shaky.
temporary.
fleeting.

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down, down, count me down
down boy down
count me down

-yyy