sad isn't it.

when i can count the people who care for me.

on one hand.
maybe there's nothing really sad in it.
but i suppose it seems lonesome.

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interesting isn't it. that i spend hours and hours for something. for it to dissemble itself in a matter of minutes.

pathetic. just plain pathetic. sick and tired of it. and not sure what to do any more.
helpless.
voiceless.