i'm

hurting,

and i don't know how to make it stop.
and i just don't know what to do.
when THEY keep making me feel like this.
feel like this.
when i keep falling falling and falling for them,

what more do you want?
what do you do when all you have to give is not enough.
never enough.

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dear heart,

please stop.

love, kim.

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on another note. i'm semi-excited for the school year.
hopefully just hopefully starting "anew" yet again. i realized that i get tired of things very easily. don't bore me with your ignorance. don't bore me with your repetition. don't bore me with your shyness.

when, just when will i stop being scared? i don't know i really don't know. but i don't think i should be asking myself that. because if i dwell (which i do sometimes) if i continue dwelling on the why and not doing fucking anything. then fuck, the question will never be answered becasue i have yet to even seek the answer.