drawn

to the homeland i've become.

it's curious where this feeling comes from.

it's different when the place that you are going to, was once and could of been called your home. removed from what was originally yours, all i can really do is relish in the reflections of my family members.

and now its time to make my own reflections

cannot wait

and with that i find myself, so lucky. oh so lucky.

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the inbetweens are curious.

my existence in asia is seemingly closer to expat than isn't. but many attempt to stray away from the expat community. im trying to think whether im drawn to being an expat. am i caught between a contradiction that i cannot avoid. but i don't consider myself as so. perpetuated as an outsider, the expat chooses an existence that confines him or herself as a separate entity. for me, my innate self can never be an outsider.

how curious,

my homeland.

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enjoy some music:

To Kingdom Come - Passion Pit