it

likes to throw things at me
life that is
and im just loving every second of it these days

shifting
resettling (this is when it gets boring)
shifting again

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i need to run.

dear rain,

stop it.

-kim

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i feel cluttered
emotionally
psychologically
figuratively
literally
homeworkally

i have alot of things i still want to do and havent done.

probably the last one is always on my mind. i dislike it when i let it get to me but i like to be a worrywart. also this sense of excitement that i had in hong kong is waning. in which whenever i was bored and just needed to do something cool i would go outside. i would go outside because i said to myself that i will never get this opportunity again to go outside in hong kong at 1 or 2am just to be outside. and breathe the pollution frisky cold air again. but now i want to go outside but its raining. i have no where to sit and its "dangerous." people around me are so busy that i make myself busy because i cant really do much without them. now im frustrated by how limited i am in terms of space, time, people, places, etc.

i'm going to try to go to san francisco and sit next to the water this weekend/weekday/ whenever
care to join?