intertwined.

into me.into him.
into i.into life.
into myself.into whoiam.
into passion.into mind.
into spirit.into soul.
is this shroud of consciousness that occassionally gets lost in complexity&multiplicity.
faced with the task of finding it.
i feel hopelesslostconfuseddazed.

until.

i


pause.

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i miss my blanket.

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i get to see my family next week. oh the joy of warmth and reality and roots.
so nice to leave the berkeleypressure, having it subsided, when it has unfortunately infested its way through the waking hours of my life.

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passions left behind for the passion of others.
makes me realize what used to make me happy.
acrylic.
emotion.
notgivingafuck.
gettinglost.
forgetting.
splatter.
paint.
unpredicatability.
non-cleanhands.
brush&me.
paper&me.
me&me.

time stops.
and nothing else matters.

but me.
but vision.
butmotivation.
but finishing.
but strokes.
but thought.

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wow. thoughts are running again. so many things to do. beyond the physical. so little time. man.
dear life,
why are you so weird?
-kim